Diary of an Emo

"Happiness is just a delusion"

Blog entry 6
Sadness level: Inappropriately overwhelming
Total number of scars: 163
Current thought: That I am not illusioned like the ’happy’ masses of the world is a wonderful thing and yet crushes my soul with sadness at the same time.

I wish for all the masses who read these posts, knowing that I am your Dispenser of Truth, your saviour, your idol who tethers himself to the ground and shows you just how cruel the world is, to forgive me. My posting fluctuates madly: at times there are several posts in a short period, whilst other times I do not post for months.

But fear not! My posts will now be more regular and you may rest easy at night knowing that soon another one of my posts will be online to console you, to show you the bitter root that all humanity shares; a blackened and shrivelled root that cannot suck up water, but instead just hates!

I have been contacted by some people who want to get my word out - people at a site called Boring Internet. The web address is www.boringinternet.co.uk and they told me they wish to publish my posts to tell my story. The story is one of hurt and suffering, yes, but they wish for it to be told and after some negotiations, soon not only will those of you here on MySpace be able to read my posts, but soon the wider world!

And with more readers in the wider world, soon there will be many more of you, and we will band together. Once collected, we will show this world that we see past its blanket of illusionment! We will show everyone, everywhere, that happiness is merely a manufactured delusion and that we are all united in our suffering! No more will we be treated differently! No more will we be called posers or emos or faggots or freaks! We will be free to be ourselves, and in this new Society of Truth, I will rule and treat everyone equally and dole out not punishment, but more wondrous truth!

And what form will this truth take? Why, poetry, of course!

-Misunderstood
(MNA, April 4th 2008)

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